Everything about today is screaming quit. Leave your old life behind and start fresh. I see things in a new light now. This trip has changed my perspective. Things will never be the same. Can’t go back, must go forward. Something new is needed. It is time to evolve. I have been irreversibly altered and something has to give. It feels like I am trying to crawl back in the skin I just shed. Its not that won’t fit; it can’t. It has split and torn; no longer able to encapsulate me. I have to find a new covering. Maybe not completely, but some evolution of the past. This life is no longer enough. I have to have something more. It has to be a drastic change.